Friday, November 6, 2015

This is the page that I hope will become a collectively written novel featuring my friend Bill Mansker as the hero.  Bill was rescued from five months of being homeless after he left a psychiatric treatment center in Colton, California.  Lots of Bill's friends displayed tremendous concern about Bill, so his being found (living among a homeless group only a mile or so from the hospital) is significant.

Bill, like me, has long been a science fiction fan, and I thought after his ordeal he needed to have a story about him, which includes bits of his real life, to show him just how much his friends worried about him.

This is meant to be that novel.  People may add to the story using the comment section and as it grows, I post the entirety of the novel as part of the main part of my blog.  There do, however , have to be some ground rules so we're all operating in roughly the same universe, and here they are:
Notes for Bill’s story.

1. The tower is based on one recently patented by Thoth Industries in Canada.  It is twenty kilometers high with a land structure at the top of the tower.  From the top shuttles can fly in the upper atmosphere and reach low earth orbit.

2. Bill’s home planet is called Silluria.  It’s an Earth-like planet in the midst of a terrible ice age.  It orbits a star about 15 light years away.

3. Siluria’s enemies are called the Suvique, and their leader is referred to as the Bey.

4. The weapons the Sillurians and the Suvique both use are personal railguns that fire semi-molten projectiles.  Their ships have larger versions of these weapons, in addition to laser and alpha beam weapons.

5. At the moment, the Sillurian forces are roughly organized like the Byzantine Empire, so the ranks (like Strategos) should reflect this.  If you don’t know these terms, you should check this website: <http://strolen.com/viewing/Byzantine_Military_Ranks>

6.  On Silluria, Bill is addressed as Nelglib Rexnam, his given name.

7. His Sillurian wife is a Dejah Thoris-type, but he constantly thinks about Patty. (As you might expect, he decides at the end to return to Patty on Earth.  Earth is, after all, paradise in the galaxy.)


8.  Everything else is fair game: space opera, sword and laser, etc.  You may create any aliens you want.  You may name a character after yourself, but try to restrict yourself to a last name. 

So, to get everyone started, here's the first chapter, written by yours truly.  Copyright will remain with each writer, but I hope to perhaps put this up on Kindle and direct the royalties to a charity that helps the homeless in California.

Chapter One
As the sun rose each morning, its rays struck the towering structure of the space elevator.  The elevator’s immense, long shadow fell across the length of the space center’s campus.  Part of the shadow fell across a small copse of pine trees on the south side of the complex.  The copse of trees itself filled a corner of the grounds of a regional hospital compound.  A colony of transients, mostly alcoholics, drug addicts, and psychiatric patients lived there.  The psychiatric patients, most of whom were also alcoholics or substance abusers, had either walked away from the hospital or had been released too early or by mistake.  With nowhere else to go or because relatives did not know they were missing, the homeless stayed close to the hospital.  There, social workers gave them foiled wrapped sandwiches and packets of fruit or candy.  The transients traded the packets among themselves for cigarettes and booze, which some of the younger homeless people had either shoplifted or had other folks buy for them.  Others were know to hang around taverns and clubs and pour the tail-end drops of booze from discarded bottles until they could fill another bottle or two full.  The result usually didn’t taste that good, but it was alcohol, and their bodies demanded it.
Sometimes the homeless would stand outside the fences and stare up at the elevator tower, which extended straight up twenty kilometers into the sky.  Many of them homeless had once worked at that complex, riding the elevators into the heavens and then down again.  Those who had worked at the very top of the structure, braving the winds and thin air to refuel and repair the shuttles that carried passengers are cargo into orbit, they were often the ones who had been confined to the psychiatric ward of the hospital, broken by the extreme conditions and the vertigo inducing heights, by the horrifying thought of plunging, screaming, earthward from twenty kilometers to be smashed to bloody pieces of meat and bone on the unforgiving surface. 
Most knew that the old tale, that you would be dead before you made impact, was simply a bald-face lie to sooth children and the stupidly ignorant.  They also were aware that no one, to their knowledge, had actually been blow off the tower.  It hardly mattered, however, because their own imaginations and fears and irrational phobias had worn down their sanity to a tissue thin membrane that could longer hold their minds together.
Yet even after all that, after their institutionalization and their treatment with psychotropic drugs and even surgeries, they hung onto both their fears and to the lofty structure that scraped the heavens and wrecked their minds.
That was true, however, for all but one man.  His name was William Glenn, although most people who knew him called him “Bill.” This man, who looked as emaciated as a concentration camp survivor, had barely turned sixty (although, in truth, for his kind, sixty was still comparatively young) He still possessed almost all the hair on his head, which was now grey and tied up in a ponytail.  He had never in his life been in a building higher than twenty stories, let alone a tower twenty kilometers into the heavens.  His friends thought he was quiet and a dreamer, with his dreams always up in the air, or even well off into space.  He was bright and intelligent, but those who knew him were often surprised at his naiveté and his odd lack of knowledge of even the simplest things.  He was also, however, a compassionate and caring friend, who had always been there when someone needed help.  Often, he had shared his last bite of food, his last cigarette, his last swig of booze with someone he thought was more desperately in need of it.  He had driven friends to the doctor when they were too ill to move, and had accompanied a friend when she had an abortion.  He had listened as friends opened their souls to him and told him the tales of their abusive lovers and mentors.
He would stand at the fence and stare up at the space elevator.  There was a wistful, longing expression on his face.  To others, as they watched him, his eyes were sad and lonely, his mouth open in a sorrowful way.  He was wanting something, or perhaps even remembering something he had lost and feared he could never regain.
“What do see when you look at the tower?” the other transients asked.  “What does it mean to you?”
“It is a way for me to go home,”
“Your home is not earth?” some asked.
“No,” he replied.
“Is your home in the sky? In heaven?” others asked.
“No, it is not in the sky,” he’d say.  “But the sky will help get me there.”
“Is it on another planet?” some wag would always inquire.
“Yes,” he would answer. “But it is not one you would know.  And while you can see its star, you do not know its real name either.”
 While a few individuals might laugh and dismiss his story, others asked him, “Why are you here?  Do you plan to invade us?”
“No,” he would say softly.  “I am here to recover, to recuperate, to have my sanity restored.  Yours is the sanctuary world.  Countless races envy you. Yours is the safe place in a hostile universe.  It is the utopia we all desire.  Even your pain and agony and the cruelties you endure is so much less than any place in the cosmos.  On some worlds, those who are religious believe that if you are pious and worthy, when you die you are reborn on Earth, where your soul is cleansed and healed.”
Then he would break down in tears, and the other homeless comforted him, an act of compassion virtually unheard of on any other world.
“Yours is a sacred place,” he’d sob.  “All other races have agreed to leave you alone, to only come here when someone must be treated in order to be cured and restored.  All races speak your name with awe and respect.  And, dare I say, with love.”
“Poor man.  Sad, crazy fellow,” the others would say.  “Such a fragile soul.  I hope someone can help him.”
They would caress his shoulders and hold his hands.   Some would say, “Bless you.”  Others asked, “How can I help?”
“Thank you,” he said through his tears.  “But others need you more than I do.  Take care of them when they appear among you, as you have done for me.”
Then the others would give him some food and something to drink and offer him a place to sleep in their camp, in their flimsy, but welcoming shelters.
  “Glenn?  Is there a William Glenn here?” he heard someone say one morning in autumn when the homeless came up to the hospital to seek food.
For a moment he hesitated to speak and identify himself.  Who wanted to know?
“William Glenn, your wife wants you to call her!”
He had a wife?  Yes, he remembered he did have a wife, and that she loved him very much.  But how could she be on Earth?  Surely she was back on their home world.
“I’m William Glenn,” he said, stepping forward.  He could see two California state troopers standing beside a hospital physician.
The doctor, whom William recognized as Dr.Redick, smiled.  Dr. Redick was a female physician whom most of the other inmates found was a caring, compassionate person.  She had a warm smile, emphasized by her beautiful lips.  Her eyes positively danced in accompaniment.  Some of the other patients, both male and female, had told him they found her husky, smoky voice sexy and alluring.  He couldn’t tell, although he thought it was friendly and considerate.
She handed William a cell phone. 
He raised it to his ear.  “Hello?” he said.
“Bill?  Is it really you?” a voice said.
“I suppose it is me.  I don’t know if I am anyone else,” he replied.  “And who are you?  I thought my wife was dead.”
“Bill, it’s Patty,” the voice said.  “Everyone who knows you thought it was you who was dead.”
The world seemed to have pulled out from under him.  He didn’t recall fainting, if he had fainted, but now he was staring into a clear, blue California sky.  He blinked, once, twice.
He could see massive arms and huge hands reaching down, grabbing his own arms and supporting his shoulders.  The two state troopers helped Bill to his feet.
“Are you okay?” one trooper asked.
Bill didn’t know what to say.  He had vague memories of encounters with cops, but they had not been pleasant.
“We’ll take you home,” the other trooper said.
Bill wanted to say “Thank you,” but his tongue seem paralyzed.  He mumbled consent.  The troopers led him to a patrol car and helped him inside.
The other homeless folks gathered around the car.  But they did nothing.  In fact, they seemed glad Bill had been found.
“Glad you’re going home,” one man said.
“Hope your home planet is okay and is as nice as Earth,” a woman said.
He shook his head.  “Nothing is as lovely as Earth.  You need to appreciate it and people more.”
The crowd of transients seemed to nod as one.  “We will, sir,” someone said.  “We will.”
He smiled, but inside he felt very sad.
Bill didn’t remember to drive to Patty’s house in Barstow.  All he knew was that he was in Colton one minute and in Barstow the next.  The troopers helped him from the car and led him to the door of a mobile home.  They knocked on the door.
A woman opened it.  Her face seemed tired and worried, riven with care and sadness.  When her eyes saw Bill, however, her eyes glistened and a smile broke out across her face.  She stepped forward and embraced him.  She began sobbing with joy.
Bill didn’t know how to respond.  His arms felt like lead and hung limply at his side.  He managed to get his right arm around her and tried to hug her.  Her sobs confused him.  What I am supposed to do, he asked himself, I’m supposed to kiss her head, aren’t I”
He puckered his lips and clumsily kissed her forehead.  His mouth was dry and there was a metallic taste on his tongue, but he could sense and even taste the joy and love being generated by her body.  He didn’t know what to do.
Patty released her hug and looked up at his face. 
The smile on her face and the tears from her eyes moved him.
“I love you,” she said.  “I don’t ever want to lose you again.”
“I…love…you, too,” he said, finding the words somehow strange, somehow odd to be coming from his mouth.
“Ma’am,” said one of the troopers. “You need to sign some forms, for out records.” The officer held out a metal clip board.
Patty released her grasp on Bill , took the clipboard from the trooper, and sign the papers.  “There.  I hope that’s all you need,” she said, thrusting the clipboard back at the officer.
The officer took back the clipboard.  He paused for a moment, as if thinking what to see.  ‘Thank you,” he said.  ‘I guess.”

As they stepped into Patty’s double-wide, Bill could see strange shapes sitting in two chairs by her dinner table.  The two figures seemed like dark specters to Bill.
One of the figures stood up, came around the table and stood in the light of the living room.
Bill gasped, sucking him breath.  The figure stood nearly two meters tall. 
The figure wore a black leather duster, leather gloves, and what appeared to be riding boots with silvery laces.  The figure also wore a dark grey fedora with a navy blue band around the crown.  The hat kept the figure's face hidden in dark shadows.  The figure's eyes were hidden behind glistening, silvery mirrorshades.  The lower part of the figure’s face seem oddly blue-white, which contrasted with almost pale maroon-colored lips.
Bill felt his heart racing.  He seemed to remember someone like this, but couldn’t remember when he had met this person before.  Just who was this person?
"Mrs Glenn," a deep, weirdly resonant voice said. 
Bill recognized that voice, a voice from the deepest depths of his memory
"It is time for us to go,  Strategos Rexnam,” the figure added.  “Your people need you.  It is a matter of life and death.”
A bone-chilling shiver ran down Bill’s spine.  He knew this was not good news.
Not good news at all.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

One thing I can say about my recent health scare is that it has gotten me writing again.  I started on a new novel which at the moment is mix of ideas.  I started with the concept of an lesbian vampire novel, (yes, I know that not original, but what is?) and setting in Richmond, with a secret centuries old anti-vampire, anti-gay group  called the LAW [the Lord's Army of Watchmen] based on a real life Baltic group,  and I notice violence against LGBT persons is disturbingly similar to violence again other people and even fantasy beings like vampires and werewolves. [Yes, I know it sounds like Dan Brown meets Bram Stoker, but it could be worse, believe me.] If one can understand the horrible monstrous things people have done out of the fear of the Other, or through a simply lack of compassion for others,  then it can be easier to purge demons from your past.  And by deliberate basing some characters on people I know, it's also helped me understand their own issues.  It was either the Roman poet Terrence or Oscar Wilde who said,  "Nothing human is alien to me."  Even though I'm a straight male, I realized I have had (and still have) a lot of gay and lesbian friends over the years, and I draw on them for the characters as well as tales told mainly by my late first wife and my having to deal with her bipolar disorder.   I had forgotten what a remarkable woman she was and drawing from her past as background for the main character,  I'm finding my own feelings about her.   By changing the protagonist's sexual orientation it also offers me some distance as well.  And a good writer--hell, simply a good human being--learns what empathizing with another person, even one whose course through your life was reckless and painful,  broadens your understanding of the human condition.

Maybe I'm being presumptuous, but in some ways it's much easier to create a character of a different race, gender, or sexual orientation that it is to create alien races, or strange beings or monsters from our ids.  I'd already been working on an idea for a vampire police detective in Oklahoma City and drawing on some real life horrific murders in the city.  But I think the characters in this project are a little fuller, and more real to me, and I think because I'm drawing on my own experiences with friends and my knowledge of events in ex-wife's life that I suddenly knew that this was a good idea.  Like a lot of writers, I'm reluctant to draw on my own emotions and experiences, but this way I can do just that as well as keeping a mental distance that's healthy and objective.  I don't know if it'll work, but it jumpstarted me and that is the best thing of all.  So far I've gotten a few scenes written and have worked on developing the secondary characters and the members of LAW--sometimes baddies are lot easier to create than good guys, perhaps because it is easier to believe villain's motivations.  So much simpler that our own--unless, of course, we are evil ourselves.  No title yet, and I'd like to avoid anything too "bloody" but that's not on my mind just yet.  But if you have a idea for a title or have a scene you'd like to see in someone's book somewhere sometime, let me know.  The worst I can say is "It stinks," which is a criticism we all faced in our infancy, and there's no getting over that.

To keep you updated on my health, i have an ultrasound on my kidneys tomorrow to check out a cyst on one that cam eup in a CAT scane, and then I'm meeting with my cardiologist and a vascular surgon. With luck, medication will control a lot of this, just as an new, additional blood pressure medication is helping with my hypertension.  All of these issue run on my mother's side of the family, so I suppose I should get made at my genes.  It's the hand I was dealt, but I don't intend to fold anytime soon.
What other choice do I have?
Till next time.


Thursday, August 15, 2013

On Sunday last I was just sitting at my laptop writing when I had a spasm in my jaw.  That’s not unusual as I have TMJ, the result of a bicycle accident back when I was  in college in which I went over the handlebars and landed on my chin.  Over the years this has been controlled through wearing night-guards fitted to my upper jaw, but I have also had spasms in that jaw at times.  Usually they’re triggered by sinus congestion or stress.  They come on suddenly and the pain is horrible for about ten to twenty minutes.
This time, however, the pain went down into my neck and across my shoulders.  I even felt it in my elbow joints.
That had never happened before.  Clearly something was wrong.
I drove myself to the emergency room and was checked in, had blood drawn, a blood pressure cuff put on, and was given a nitroglycerin jell patch—as a vaso-dilator to increase blood flow.  “This may cause a headache,” the nurse informed me.
It didn’t.  I seem to almost always not have the symptoms from medications that someone tells me I will have.
 After blood work was done, nothing seemed wrong,  except that my ProTime level (associated with Coumadin, which I’ve taken since I had heart surgery in 2002) was high at 4.0 instead of between 2.0 and 3.0.  I’d had it test about a two weeks earlier and it was perfect at 2.5. 
Then, after a second test, I had a minimally elevated troponin level, with an emphasis on “minimal.”  Troponin, however, is nothing to sneeze at, as it’s often the post-event sign of a heart attack.
My family apparently has a history of heart issues.  I had surgery to deal with an aortal aneurysm—a not uncommon condition that can lead to aortal dissection and death—and ended up with an artificial heart valve and a single by-pass.  Aneurysms are an issue on my mother ‘s side of the family, as my mom and an uncle in England both had surgeries for them.
This time things were far from clear.  I was kept overnight and the next day I had a CAT scan and an echo-cardiogram, neither of which apparently showed anything senior. So I spent a second night in the hospital and the next day was injected with radio-active tracer and had a gamma ray camera take shots of my heart.  It’s hard to describe the experience of lying flat on your back, arms over your head, and being raised to within an inch or so of the massive camera, and then waiting as the camera moves slowly over you, making various mechanical sounds.  Those were the “before” shots.  I then was given a drug that simulates what happens on a treadmill (without the endorphin high that exercise gives you.)   After that, it was back to the camera, then to my hospital room to wait for the Dr. Chu, the cardiologist.
When he arrived, he gave me one of those ambivalent diagnoses:  “Your tests are normal, just not normal enough.”
Ah, the absoluteness of uncertainty.
So that meant a heart catheterization and possibly angioplasty and a stint.
It also meant a long wait.  The procedure was roughly set for 7 a.m., but was then rescheduled for 1 p.m.  So there I was, waiting and worrying, but at least I was writing in my journal, something I once did virtually religiously for about ten years, but haven’t done so for more than ten.  Naturally I wrote about an incident in my teens when my dad nearly drove us into a freight train.  Ah, nothing helps you cope with a scary, dangerous situation than recalling an ever more dangerous, potentially deadlier incident from your past.  The impeding crisis pales in comparison as a result and makes it somehow easier to deal with.
When I was at last wheeled down for the catheterization, it was almost 1 p.m.  Fortunately I’d been given valium and Benadryl®.  By now I had grown use to being wheeled on a gurney all around the hospital—actually, just a section called the “Tower.”
It was much colder in cath lab than the rest of the hospital.  So the nurses covered me in a nice warm blanket.  The last time that had happened was when I was being prepped for surgery in 2002.
I’d had a catheterization before, as a preliminary to the heart surgery I had in 2002.  That was in the femoral artery in my groin, but this time the cardiologist, Dr. Chu, went in through my left wrist.  So there I was, flat on my back, my left arm stretched out and covered with the all the neat surgical stuff to focus the physician’s concentration.
The I was given a local anesthetic in the wrist, and a television monitor was brought over my head so I could see the procedure—although as I stared at the dark line that separated the top and bottom halves of the image I could only think how much it looked like the red line at center ice on a hockey rink.
After that, although was awake through the procedure, I can recall nothing, as I was given an amnesial through my IV tube.  Then the next thing I know I’m fully awake and alert and being told the procedure was complete, and that I didn’t get a tint because I didn’t need one.  Instead, it was to best treat with changes in my medications. 
Great news, I suppose, but it didn’t explain my jaw pain.  The cardiologist said he didn’t think it was angina, but the hospitaler (doctor connected to my PCP) thought it was.  In either case, my new meds were now to include\sublingual nitroglycerin.
At this point I was certain I would get to go home.  Except the air-filled plastic cuff on my wrist had to be carefully removed by first using a syringe to remove the air in increments 20 minutes apart.  But when the cuff was finally removed, a hematoma began to form at the incision site.  So the nurse put pressure on it, which meant the cuff had to be refitted and refilled and the whole process started all over again.   That added another couple of hours to my stay.
Nancy had come up to stay with me, despite her still having a “boot” for her broken ankle.  She’s hoped we’d get to go home together, but no go.  So Nancy had the friend who brought her up to the hospital take her home.
I, however, had to stay put.  In the crook of my arm I still had the IV, which was extraordinarily painful.
Almost as pain were the sticky backed electrodes stuck to my hairy chest so the transistor radio sized heart monitor hanging around my neck could send data to the nurses’ station terminals.  I have a very hairy chest.  The sticky on some of the electrodes often did not stick well to my skin, but extraordinarily well to the hairs themselves.  Those that did not stick initially were held down by strips of surgical tape.
Having them yanked off of my chest reminded of Steve Carrell getting his chest waxed in “The 40-Year Old Virgin.”
Over the four days I had had many of these stickers removed with a yank—mainly because no one seems to use the same leads on their heart monitors and that required replacing the incompatible electrodes with other, compatible ones.  These were usually larger and stronger adhesive.  Often at night they would be painfully torn off when I rolled over in the hospital bed.  The agony brought me rudely awake and invariably set off an alert to the nurses’ station telling them one of electrode leads was no longer connected.  The nurses then came in and used medical tape to hold the stickers back in place and place more chest hairs in peril.
Let me say that no torture, not even water boarding, equals the pain of having chest  (and arm) hairs ripped off repeatedly—and unexpectedly—several times a day.
On the plus side, it meant the nurses didn’t have to wake me up to give me my medications as I was already alert.  One positive aspect of being in the hospital was making friends with a really sweet Korean nursing assistant and with the phlebotomist, a bespectacled, talkative blonde from Colorado.  She told me about the new needles the hospital was using for blood extraction, and before I knew it she had drawn the several vials she needed and I hadn't feel a thing.  In fact, all the nurses went out of their way to be nice and friendly.  Sort of made me feel handsome and attractive. 

Finally, about midnight, the wrist incision was closed, the IV cannula and the electrodes were removed, I got dressed, picked up my things, and waited for a taxi, which the hospital kindly provided me with a voucher for.
Fifteen minutes later, I was inside my house and greeted by Nancy and the dogs, and I was able to sleep in my own bed.  Ecstasy.  In the morning I could make the arrangements to check in with the cardiologist and my primary care physician  and get my new meds.  And now I had good reason to blog about my travails.

Also, check out my review of Karen Halttunen's Confidence Men and Painted Ladies on GoodReads at <<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/692438.Confidence_Men_and_Painted_Women" style="float: left; padding-right: 20px"><img alt="Confidence Men and Painted Women: A Study of Middle-class Culture in America, 1830-1870" border="0" src="https://d202m5krfqbpi5.cloudfront.net/books/1177291588m/692438.jpg" /></a><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/692438.Confidence_Men_and_Painted_Women">Confidence Men and Painted Women: A Study of Middle-class Culture in America, 1830-1870</a> by <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/321910.Karen_Halttunen">Karen Halttunen</a><br/>
My rating: <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/695912224">5 of 5 stars</a><br /><br />
A fascinating and well argued book, Halttunen's work examines not just the attitudes, but the behaviors, of a critical generation in American history.  She argues how the industrial and market revolutions and burgeoning new cities placed tremendous stress on American society and rather than accept or embrace these changes, many groups tried to adapt older views to maintain their older but increasing irrelevant values.  <br /><br />While Haltunnen limits her study largely to the antebellum era, her ideas have fascinating implications for the rest of the nineteenth century and well into the twentieth.  What she describes is an America that was essentially a nation of strangers where trust of others was essential, yet where it was also undermined because appearances dominated and the constant reinventing of one's self was a requirement for success.  To counter the change, advice books appeared to advise rural youth on to recognize swindlers and jezebel,  These volumes on building character and achieving material success while maintaining traditional virtues were precursors to "self-help books like Napoleon Hill's "Think and Grew Rich" and   Dale Carnegies "How to Winn Friends," although with a stronger and more explicit Protestant moral veneer.<br /><br />Haltunnen also argues that while supposedly educating people on moral behavior, it also was being undermined by a society where success involved have some of the very con-men characteristics the books warn about.<br /><br />What is interesting to me, though, is how those advice books also eventually become virtual instruction manuals on how to impersonate the moral and virtuous person in order to better con your victims. 
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Thursday, July 25, 2013

It's been far too long since I've posted.  Partly, because I suffer from depression  (more on that later).  And my wife, having broken her elbow a year and a half ago, broke her ankle in May and had surgery.  She was confined to bed and a wheelchair, but know has on a heavy metal boot and can use a walker.  My big problem, however, has been struggling with writer's block.  Goodness knows I have plenty of unfinished projects to complete.  But getting down to it is more difficult.  So I'm forcing myself to write what I can.

Which leads me to this, basically a book review but of a book blending several of my interests, such as history, science fiction, pop culture, and more.  So I give you my review of:

Ray Palmer has always been an important figure in the creation of modern science fiction, but few historians of the field give him quite as much credit as he deserves and others have effectively written him out of that history or, at best, given him a cameo appearance at the edges of the story.
This is in part because Palmer was also the man whom many SF fans believed had killed science fiction, both through the "Shaver Mystery" stories and from Palmer's championing of flying saucer and occult phenomena.
Fred Nadis' biography is a welcome book as it restores Palmer to his rightful place in the creation story of modern SF but also as the man who invented flying saucers and developed many of the conspiracy theories so near and dear to the hearts of the Far Right, especially the "Tea Party" movement.
With access to otherwise obscure material and with the help of Palmer's children, Nadis ably recreates the world of the bright young man whose horrific collision with a wagon wheel would leave him crippled and hunchbacked.  Those injuries, however, led Palmer to become a voracious reader.  Eventually they also directed Palmer both to the world of science fiction fandom, where he found acceptance despite his disabilities and his short, slightly dwarfish physique, and then to the world of the paranormal.
Nardis also catalogs the series of painful episodes in Palmer's life that shaped him psychologically, including the death of his beloved old brother during the Battle of the Bulge.  Palmer later claimed have a vision of his brother's death, including an apparently accurate description of the fatal wounds.
What emerges is the portrait of a man who over time carried on the vision of Hugo Gernsback by editing Gernsback's pioneering  Amazing Stories after the major Chicago magazine publishers Ziff-Davis acquired the magazine but didn't know what to do with it. 

Palmer brought the publication back to life with a mix of clever hucksterism, promotion, and hard work.  While John W. Campbell and Astounding are often presented as the source of modern science fiction as a serious literary form, it is all too often forgotten that Palmer published the first stories by a number of those "Golden Age" writers, most notably Isaac Asimov.  And Palmer too both pushed space opera into the wings and developed, with Campbell, a form of "science fantasy" that went beyond the gothic style of Weird Tales and produced magazines like Unknown Worlds and Amazing's companion magazine Fantastic.
On the other hand, Palmer also perpetrated the infamous Shaver Mystery when in the 1940s he published the rantings--though edited and rewritten by Palmer--of Richard Shaver, a former mental patient.  Shaver's tales of how two competing ancient races, working in caverns beneath the Earth's surface, both created misery and joy, good and evil.  Soon these tales of deros (detrimental robots) and teros (integrative robots) came to dominate the pages of Amazing.
It remains unclear--mainly thanks to Palmer himself--whether the Shaver stories were meant to appeal to readers who believed them to be "true," or if they were simply a sensationalistic publicity stunt by Palmer to increase Amazing's  news stand sales.  And it certainly did achieve the latter.
Naris spends a great deal of time telling the tale of Palmer and Shaver, who became close friends, yet this is in some ways one of the least interesting parts of Naris' book.    In many ways the Shaver mystery is well known to science fiction fans, although Naris manages successfully to portray the sad and tragic side of Shaver as well as the genuine friendship he shared with Palmer, who often went out of his way to help Shaver financially.
Yet at the same time Palmer was setting up his own publishing firm devoted to his non-fiction interest.  Soon Palmer's Fate, Search, and Mystic appeared to promote Palmer's interest in the paranormal and the occult, rather in the fashion of old dime museums and pseudoscientific investigation.  Later, Palmer established the science fiction magazine Other World, as well as Flying Saucers and Space World.  In addition, Palmer also hired a young man names James Oberg as his associate editor.  The far more skeptical Oberg went on to be perhaps the most important chronicler and historian of both the American and Soviet space programs.
In addition to flying saucers and the paranormal, Palmer turned his attention tot the political, especially conspiracy theories about One-World Government conspiracies and the like.  Nadirs points out that Palmer coined many terms like  "flying saucer”, “men in black", associated with Ufology, and carried them over into the right-wing conspiracy theories he promoted in his newsletter, the Forum.  In an odd way, Palmer invented, revived or was midwife most of the fringe beliefs in modern society.  So one of the fathers of modern science fiction was also the creator or inventor of UFO investigations,  religions and cults and may have set the ground work for political groups like the modern "Tea Party."
Yet Palmer was also sympathetic to the hippie movement, in part because of its willingness to explore many of the subjects that intrigued Palmer himself.  He also endorsed the sexual revolution and the anti-war movement.  As Nadis points out, Palmer might well have been the only support of Barry Goldwater and George Wallace who knew and loved all the lyrics to "The Age of Aquarius" from the musical "Hair."
By the end of his life Palmer was promoting—and debunking—many of his own ideas, lik the idea that flying saucers come from inside the Earth, which is actually donut shaped and open at a both poles.  As always, one can’t be certain of what Palmer actually believed or what he saw, in the tradition of P. T. Barnum, as pure bunkum that nonetheless wer extremely popular.  Many of these ideas and beliefs Palmer both promoted and championed, and also went to great lengths to debunk.
Ultimately, Nadis has succeeded in giving up a portrait of a very American character who encompassed many of the contradictions and paradoxes of post-WW II Cold War America and largely either created, or was a mid-wife to, and promoted many of outlier movements and fringe ideologies.  Hunchback, gnome-like Ray Palmer, in the final analysis, remains as much of a paradox now as when he was alive, but that may have more  to do with the worlds he help create rather than his own complex and frustrating persona.




Wednesday, November 21, 2012

A Good Reason to Write ( & epublish, too)


It’s been a while since I’ve added a new entry on my blog, but I’m remedying that right now. 

Since I last wrote,  I’ve published a couple of things on Smashwords.  This is the first time I’ve done this, but the reasons are pretty much my own.  One is a humor piece I first started years ago about the world’s worst pulp writer, Edgar Rice Krispies.  I was inspired in part by Peter Schickele’s PDQ Bach and the fake horror writer M. M. Moamrath, created by a number of writers, but most notably Steven Utley (I confess, he’s actually the only one whose name I remember.) I had it kicking around for a few years and actually published a shortened version (severely shortened) in Amazing Adventures, a semi-prozine.

Over time I had planned to do something else with it, but mostly I collected old photos and wrote funny captions for them.  I also accumulated some funny—to me, at least—pseudo-biographical and pseudo-historical details, mostly involving Krispies’ involvement in causing the First World War.  I really hadn’t looked at it for a while, but it seemed about time to get it out there.  Smashwords simply offered what I saw as the best venue for a piece I realized was unlikely to have wide-spread appeal beyond science fiction or pulp magazine fans.

Putting everything together was actually easy.  It was mostly a cut and paste operating with MS Word and the program’s tables and frames apps.  Then I had to format it to meet Shashwords’ requirement, which mostly depended on my using smaller d.p.i. images than I had initially use.  So, it’s up, listed at $2.99, offered in several ebook formats, and while it’s not a bestseller—hell, I don’t think I’ve sold a single copy yet.  I did set up a Facebook page for it and got the news out to my fandom friends there, but I can’t say it’s done anything positive,  Like most writers, I really bad at self-promotion.

Still, I’m pleased to at last have it out there.  I’ve always liked it and it still makes me laugh.  Perhaps someday someone will stumble across it, realize its genius, and help make it a cult classic (yeah, sure). 

The other book is a children’s book, “Stacey and the Monkey King,” which I wrote about twenty years ago as a Christmas present for my niece Stacey Franklin.  She was six at the time.  Later her family moved to Kansas, where, after a soccer injury, she developed Reflexive Sympathetic Dystrophy in one arm.  RSD, which has a number other names, is mostly notable for cause intense horrible pain and making the affected limb twitch.  Over time it seems to spread to other parts of the body, and the pain can become unbearable.  At one point, she was actually on methadone to handle the pain.  By then, she was mostly wheelchair and home-bound, unable to attend school or do much else.

Two years ago, Stacey had gall bladder surgery.  During the surgery, her blood/oxygen level dropped dangerously.  As she recovered, she had to be on oxygen when she slept.  One night, she apparently accidentally knocked off her oxygen mask.  Her parents found her the next morning.   Her body was already cold.

I had long tried unsuccessfully to get “Stacey and the Monkey King” published, but getting a childrens’ book accepted is almost impossible unless you’re a celebrity.  I had considered having it make as an e-book and I even went so far as to create illustrations for the story.  Again, Smashwords  offered the solution.  Once it was available, I knew Stacey would be essentially immortal.  How could I resist that?

That’s one reason why I write--to cheat Death in about the only I know how.

If anyone is interested, you can find “Stacey and the Monkey King” at Smashwords.  It’s a Christmas story and a damn good one, too, I think.  Personally, I don’t like the holidays.  Too dark too long during the day, and I’ve got seasonal affective disorder, too.  But knowing that my story added a little cheer to someone’s Christmas would make me feel better.




Stacey & the Monkey King


Edgar Rice Krispies: Mangler of Adventure
 

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Friends of Mine are past and gone. But not forgotten

It's been a while since I've updated my blog.  Too many commitments, projects (new & overdue both), illnesses of loved ones, all take a toll.  Which brings me to my subject:

The death of writer Nora Ephron on Tuesday night made me realize that I've been thinking a lot about death recently.  Not mine, but that of friends and people I respect and admire.  Comes with age, I suppose, and I'm in that arena, though not too deeply, I hope.  I suppose it also may be tied to some writing I'm doing on a new novel.  A night-club fire and a tornado play prominent roles in the story.  I'm a stickler for details (being a historian and former journalist) so I was learning about what fire and storms do to the human body and how damn frail and flimsy we humans are.

While I was doing the research and writing the scenes, however, I also learned a dear old friend of mine, Cathy Ball, was in home hospice care in Oklahoma, suffering from terminal cancer.   I heard about this from another friend, and subsequently I wrote yet another friend for information.  She told me Cathy had taken a turn for the worse two weeks ago.  She told me the news was a shock, as Cathy had been able to visit my friend and her husband,  mainly to see if her cat McGee was compatible with their cat. (The reason for cat-compatibility should be obvious, unfortunately.)  Even then, Cathy's sister Barbie had to bring Cathy in a wheelchair.  Apparently Barbie and her other siblings are taking turns stay with her to work on legal and related matters.  My friend said that that when she has called Cathy, Cathy has sometimes been coherent and other times not.  She attributed that to the medication Cathy has been on.

At that same time, I learned that Cathy's husband, Jim Brazell, had died of cancer and complications of diabetes in December 2011, and that Cathy had neglected her own health while nursing Jim.  There's a picture of them together at Conestoga 10 at Tulsa in 2006.  It's on the MidAmericon website, and I hope the photographer,  Keith Stokes, will not mind my including it here.
Copyright 2008 Keith Stokes
   
I find it hard to use the past tense when writing about Cathy because she's not dead yet-at least not at 11 pm Eastern Time, as I write this. being a Monty Python fan, she no doubt would enjoy the irony of that.  Still what she has done remains important, so the tense be damned.  I'm an historian, and for me everything is the past  and should be venerated.

Cathy was one of earliest members of NOSFA and, having discovered fandom first in Britain, was beloved by fandom on both sides of the Atlantic.  Cathy was a tough, no-nonsense woman who spent four years in the US Air Force as an MP.  She was a driving force in creating the early NOSFA fanzine "Red Dust," as well as her own "Under the Influence."  She was a prime mover in NOSFA's early SF conventions one of the leaders in creating our earliest conventions, such as "Norman Conquest."  Cathy was active in so many other areas of fandom, including chairing "RestCon."   Also served her time working at a local used bookstore before going to B. Dalton's.  After that chain closed, she found her own store, "Ball's Books," a great place to find all sorts of odd and interesting volumes.  She later sold the store to concentrate on her own writing, but the store (with a different name) is still there as far as I know.  

Cathy was also a writer.  Her story "Bodybag" was one of three stories ("Going Gentle" and "Greenhouse" are the other two) she wrote that appeared in the now defunct  Tomorrow SF magazine in the early 1990s. Her best-known piece, the satirical "Love's Prurient Interest" first appeared in a fanzine, but was reprinted in Shaggy B. E. M Stories, a limited edition anthology edited by Mike Resnick and published in conjunction with NOLACon in New Orleans.  It was reprinted just last September in another Resnick anthology, Bug-Eyed Monsters and Bimbos: A Hilarious Collection of Parodies by Some of the Greatest Writers of Science Fiction, which you can find on Amazon and other bookstore sites. 

More important, she was always supportive of the writing efforts of others, as many of her friends can confirm.  She was especially supportive of  Cary Osborne's (aka Devin Cary) early works such as Iroshi and The Winter Queen. and of Kim Pugh, another good friend of mine who died too young.   I think she and both regretted that none of Kim's works saw the light of day in the greater world.  His funeral I was the first and only time I'd ever seen her cry.

So I'm feeling sad. powerless, and depressed right now, since I now live 1,500 miles away.  I really have only these words to offer her.  Her illness has reminded me of other members of NOSFA who've died much too young.  Jim Brazell, Kim Pugh, Ed Howard, Paul Cherry, and Nancy Peay, I promise to never forget you, and I won't forget Cathy, either.  I can't forget her, and I know no one who knew her will either.  

I can only say that I and many others love Cathy and care about her.   The numbers of folk who entered fandom because of her are immeasurable, but the impact of her actions remains immense. In the end, I suppose, that's all any of us really have.  But what a magnificent legacy that is.  And with luck, future generations will discover her works and at least get a glimpse of what a great and special person she was.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to take some time with my own little pity-pot to grieve.